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07:00 pm
[Link] | helloooo...
well im writing in this thing cause i know no1 will read it cause no1 goes on this stuff anymore... im in college..fiu...its fun cause rami is there with me and stuff and i see a few lasalle ppl here and there...life is good...i defnetely have a higher self esteem now thank god...i have the love of my life, im doing good in school, i have little friends (thats a good thing nowadays...i think friends are overrated) and i finally figured out who i am and to not car about what other ppl think. im only here to impress myself and not others meaning i dont care what u think about me lol...i learned that there are no true firends and once again i got screwed over lol but thats fine
people are dumb
the end
Current Location: moms rooom
Current Mood:  calm
Current Music: none
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08:25 pm
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nice grls
its been a long time n i found this n i just wanted to post it cause its soo true about me n alot of my friends so yea lol
This is a tribute to the nice girls. The nice girls made of sugar and spice, who always get overlooked, and who sit and endure endless ranting about the psycho-bitch stalker sluts men are wasting their time with, all the while embodying an angelic, classy exterior that is underrated. This is dedicated to the girls who pick up the phone at 2 a.m. to talk to their belligerently drunk guy friends and listen to them for hours about nonsense because they don’t feel like going to sleep. This is for the girls who still say thank you to the guy who hurries to hold the door open for the leggy blonde in front of you, then squeezes in front of you and barely saves the door from slamming in your face. This is in honor of the girls who reiterates how lucky any girl would be to have a certain guy, and then tell him 50 different ways to impress the girl of his dreams who is too stupid and stuck up to notice him in the first place. This is in honor of the girls who pump up a man’s ego because she knows how delicate it is, and once it gets bruised, she tells him how sexy/smart/funny he is so that his confidence (and head) is as inflated as it was before some dumb bitch ripped his heart out and put it in a blender. This is for the girls with the big hearts, who aren’t afraid to be silly, who lay it on the line, and who can go with the flow. This is for the girls who truly believe there is more to guys then sex and sports, but still put up with the sexist jokes and watch ESPN Sports Center without complaint.
This is for all the girls who have been told, “you’re the type of girl guys want to marry”, and who spend their Friday nights alone (or with other nice girls) because they don’t put out on the first date. This is for the girls who possess all of the qualities of a kick-ass girlfriend, but never get the time of day.This is for all of the girls who are unappreciated, but still unselfishly give their time and effort, go to great lengths to please others, and continue to genuinely care about other people’s feelings (even if they are assholes). This is for the ladies who are called prude because they would rather spoon than lick balls. For all the girls who are cast to the side, sit out the slow dances, and confidently go stag to social events, this is for you.
This is for the time you had to work at 8 a.m. the next morning, but still picked his drunken ass up and drove him around so his other drunk friends wouldn’t have to leave the party and so he wouldn’t have to stumble into his house puking at 3 a.m. This is for the time he ditched hanging out with you to play video games with his friends and for the time he blew you off to stare at some anorexic blonde with jugs bigger than your head in a bathing suit. This is for the time you went to hang out with him and his friends and even though he was too cool to admit he had feelings for you and practically ignored you the whole time, you still pretended not to notice as all comments were directed to your chest instead of your face. This is for the Scarface marathon you sat through after he bitched for the first five minutes of a romantic comedy you’d been dying to see, but you let him choose what to watch anyway, because you’re nice like that.
Nice girls don’t get the attention they deserve. We like sports, we like to get rough and dirty, we don’t ask you 100 times if you think we’re fat, and we don’t complain while you munch down four cheeseburgers as we enjoy our salad and water. Even more surprising, nice girls don’t get asked out as much as they should. We don’t expect anything fancy, I mean you can save that $40 you spent taking some whore out to dinner just so you could secure some booty time for dessert and use it to rent a video and buy us some flowers. I wish I could explain this, but the only conclusion I can come up with is guys are image-whores who just want a hot piece of ass and to uphold a badass reputation. Many of them claim they want a girl they can take home to Mom, but when faced with such a lucky find they say absurd, illogical things such as “Oh, she’s out of my league”, “The timing is off”, or “She’s not my type”. I’m sorry, but these conceited jerks I just have no tolerance for. There is no connection between what they say (“I don’t want to wake-up next to a stranger”) and what they do (“Who the fuck is this naked woman in my bed?”). Furthermore, they comment on the lack of women who possess the full-package that are still available as they continue to sleep around with any hoe-bag with a short skirt, blonde streaks, wide-open legs, and even wider-opened mouths. But one thing I will say is this does not last forever. Eventually the boys get tired of fucking the high-school/college dropout with STDs and illegitimate children, and that’s when they will be begging to tap the tight nice girls’ asses. The hard part is sorting out the loser guys from the ones who didn’t have to sleep with 25 girls to realize what they actually want in a woman and then making sure they aren’t involved with the very psycho-bitches that give us nice girls a bad rep.
So until these men realize what they are missing, until they actually grow big enough balls to go for the nice girls, until they are ready to get more from a relationship than blow jobs and booty calls, and until they have the intelligence to give us exactly what we need, I propose a toast to all the nice ladies. You know who you are, and *I know* you are sick of hearing you have to be patient and keeping waiting until what’s meant to happen will happen. But the truth is, the world needs your long comforting talks, your insightful suggestions, your pleasantly optimistic perspective, and your tendency to let the men act like heroes and take the credit while you sit in the background as the ditzy damsel who has so much more than what meets the eye. For all the crazy, immature, ill-witted things you fathom, for all the situations where your infallible performance is unacknowledged, and for the endless nights you spend trying to improve someone else’s life instead of your own, my gratitude and appreciation go out to you. You do have infinite, priceless, goddess qualities and our sovereignty and absolution is coming.
mwas,nati
Current Mood:  happy
Current Music: gwen stefani- cool
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10:24 pm
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ugh....
the past couple of days have sucked...i dont kno wats wrong with me im having major problemas...i havent been happy with myself at all....i feel like the ugliest person alive n no matter wat ppl tell me i feel it...i look in the mirror n im disgusted with myself...n i tell my friends n family n my friends r like "oo plz ur pretty" n blah blah blah but i feel like i put them in the position where they have to tell me that or that they r lying just so that i can shut up but w/e i really dont c it n my family made a big deal about it at first n have somehow forgotten about it....maybe they thought it was just a phase of like one day or that i was pmsing or something but thats definetly not true...n another thing is my body....i have the worst body ever...n its like i dont kno wat i want ppl to tell me cause the other day my mom told me i needed to lose wieght n that got me really mad n upset n so i obviously dont like it when ppl call me ugly or fat (i dont think anyone does) n i dont like it when ppl tell me that im pretty n wat not cause i kno for a fact its not true...i look at myslef everyday so plz dont leave those comments saying "omg ur not ugly ur pretty" cause i dont belive u
n to top it all off the guy frm my last entry who i clearly told that i didnt want to talk to anymore called me today but i missed his call so i IMd him n then he got mad when i told him i didnt want to talk to him for the second time but this is the thing i do want to talk to him cause i dont like it when ppl r mad at me...especially ppl i had feelings for even tho i was mad at him but now that i kno hes mad at me i feel really bad n i wanna talk to him but at the same time i dont feel like he deserves my friendship cause of wat he did to me twice....ahhhh i just wish he wouldnt have called cause now i want the friendship bak even tho i kno i shudnt do it....n i hate it how supposedly every guy that calls me is "bored n has nothing better to do" EVERY single guy that comes in my life....so wat? im the person they call when they get bored? y cant the ppl that call u be bored??? thats impossible rite? n every guy that comes in ur life is good rite?? n he can basically do the same thing to u that this kid did to me n it wont matter rite?? ahhh!!! n i hate it how random ppl kno about my life cause other ppl tell him/her....things like wat happened today r not something i want everyone to kno unless i tell them myself n dont try to fight my battles for me n tell him stuff that isnt tru w/o asking me cause i wouldnt do that to u
im so confused about alot of things today....
Current Mood:  confused
Current Music: behind these hazel eyes
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12:14 am
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wow
heyyyy i havent updated in a while....well i dont have much to say except i shud learn to listen to myself n my friends...i should have waited for my prince like i said i would n instead i let a toad come into my life lol....its all good tho cause i realized that i deserve better than that lol n i have to wait...my simo wimo will help me out lol....i dont want him in my life ever..a "best friend" doesnt do that....all i can say is wow lol n im happy that this all happened cause i learned frm it but it doesnt mean that i want to be friends with him...lol he can go fuck a tree...cause thats all he can get lol he swears hes a pimp but he hasnt gotten a girl thats interested in a while hahaha....like i said b4 wat goes arond comes around n i think karma kicked him in the ass lol
mwas, nati
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: behind these hazel eyes
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09:29 pm
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boredom kicks in...
Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
Current Mood:  bored
Current Music: holla back grl
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12:16 am
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update
heyyy
well i havnt updated in a while....skool is finally over...im sooo happy...i did good on my report card so my summer has been pretty good...i just got bak frm marco today...it was horribel...it rained the whole time...o well im glad to be back...im patiently waiting for the rite person to come along...my prince charming...that would make my summer complete...i doubt its gonna happen tho
well anyways...tonite i went to sunset with mora n we went to dan marinos to eat n just walked around n talked about stuff...i had lots of fun lol thnx mora i luv ya!! i missed simo lol n i saw ashley n andre n andrew n krystal n her bf...lol so yea n this pretty decent guy asked for my number but i rejected him lol but mora didnt
well im gonna go....i felt i had to update a little on my life...so thats it...once again i hope my prince charming comes soon.......i kno thats corny but its tru...im gonna go watch the incredibles now hehe
mwas, nati
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: the incredibles
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03:57 pm
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SuMmEr
summer is here!!!! lol actually it was here like on friday but i didnt feel like updating till now lol...so yea finals r over!! it wasnt that bad...i think the only class i did bad in was science n that wasnt my fault but w/e....sooooooooooooo today im hoping to go somewhere with simo cause i havent seen her since friday n im leaving to marco this thursday..YAY lol...im also going to the bahamas in july n im super excited fot that
so yea thats all i have to say
mwas, nati
Current Mood: excited
Current Music: my singing lol
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01:47 pm
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hey
well finals have started since yesterday....yesterday was good i had english n first aid...both of them were easy...i didnt do too good today in science but w/e its the end of the year n life goes on n im gonna slove the problem tmr...tmr i have math n bible...i think its gonna be easy...ppl told me it was so lets c...n on friday i have health which i think is gonna b easy too lol
life has been pretty good cause i have kinda changed the way i am....i used to let alot of things bother me but now i really dont care...i laugh at most things...n i have me best friend to thank for that...lol
hopefully i can go to the beach on friday since we get out at 9
mwas, nati
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: fiesta lmao...old song
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05:44 pm
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halo
hello...
well im here waiting for my brother to decide to get out of the shower so i can take one....lol well here has been my weekend so far
friday i went to the football game at palmer trinity....it was awesome...we won 18 to 3...i was screaming my lungs out with simo n flavia...omg it was soo awesome n i was soo happy for them...they deserve to win cause they practiced alot n they were out there everyday in the hot hot sun...lol yay n congrats to all of them they played really good...i stayed at simos house till like 12:30 n then went home
today i went to key biscayne for my lil cousins bday party at the beach...the beach there sux but w/e i had fun anyways....i was in the water with all the lil kids lol it was fun n then when i wanted to tan the sun went away...of course so w/e then it rained so we all left
i hope we go out to dinner tonite cause i dont wanna stay home n study lol....FINALS SUCK!!!!
tmr i dont think im doing anything
well my brother is out of the shower so im gonna go
mwas, nati
Current Mood: peaceful
Current Music: ooo by ciara
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07:54 pm
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relaxation
hello..
well today there was no drama for me (thank god) i needed a break....maybe there was drama but i think i was so caught up in not making it a drama that it just was w/e to me...i was very blah today....nothinbg big happened..very very tired...i came home n took a nap...thank god the year is over..i need summer desperately
kari...i hope everything is ok...i saw ur away message that said u were at the hospital...
well im gonna go...mwas, nati
Current Mood:  blah
Current Music: hollaback grl
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04:46 pm
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omg the drama
hello...
well i just wanted to say that im tired of all the crap...its really getting out of hand n its becoming childish...it has come to the point that im getting blamed for shit that i didnt do by the ppl that "never talk shit"....by the way sami n cecy n all u other ppl that r assuming the same thing, i didnt comment on cecys live journal....im not a pussy n i dont need to hide frm anyone...i will tell u in ur face wat i think n i wont be anonymous...n if u would use some of the little brain cells that r left in ur little heads, it would benefit u cause u would realize that nobody would write something aobut u n then go n compliment themsleves that same nite....cmon...i think u mite have the .1 brain cells it takes to realize that it doesnt make sense...n also if ur gonna go around saying it was me, come up to me n ask me if it was me n y i said it (even tho i didnt) n then u would realize it wasnt me...dont be scared of me...im not gonna kick ur ass...ill talk camly n try very hard to explain to u that it wasnt me...so yea have fun talking about me n assuming things that rnt tru cause honestly i laugh about it n i dont care anymore...i just wanted to clear up that it wasnt me....n just stop with the crap..its getting out of hand n its getting old
mwas, nati
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: somebody told me
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02:53 pm
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my weekend
hello..
well on friday i didnt do much...i just stayed at simos house n slept over till saturday n then my mom picked us up like at 10:30 n we went to my house to get ready to go to eddies house...that was fun...we went in the pool n just chilled n stuff....but i do have one thing to say...ppl never change lol..but i had alot fo fun....then later that nite we went to cachies party....it was fun....me n nsimo were with eric, juan, kari, eddie n that it lol...we talked alot n walked around the block...the bad part was that we had little ppl following us but they stopped when they noticed that we knew they were following us...there was the usual shit talking but w/e that goes bak to wat i said b4....ppl will never change lol but i had fun talking to eddie n kari...u guys r the bestest lol we have to hang out agian...maybe nxt weekend
today im relaxing n doing hw
mwas, nati
Current Mood:  cheerful
Current Music: since uve been gone
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06:50 pm
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mothers day
hiiii!!
happy mothers day to all the mommies out there....well we got my mom some shoes n a ring n i made her a collage of different pictures of me n her frm when i was little to recently n i also bought her a little book at barnes n nobles that says 101 reasons y ur the greatest mom n my brother made her a really cute bookmark....she loved all the stuff...my mom is the best....she always goes out of her way to give me things n shes always here for me n always gives me the best advice....i love her soo much!!
anyways...this weekend was fun...friday i went to andres house for a getty for his bday...it was fun...we chilled n talked to a drunk man lol n then we went to watch a movie inside...we saw blast frm the past...it was ok but me n simo didnt understnad the movie n everyone else was like wow but i mean wat can u expect? these ppl r like in A.P. clases lol n then yesterday i went with simo to the movies....we met up with mora n them but we ended up seeing different movies n went our sepreate ways...me n simo saw the interpreter...it was ok but i dont like those kinds of movies so it was hard for me to concentrate n also the ppl next to us were making out making it even harder for me to concentrate...n then today is mommies day so yea lol im gonna go
mwas, nati
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: sweet dreams
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10:19 pm
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my weekend
my weekend was ok....i went shopping n to c a movie on friday n i bought some bermuda shorts frm hollister n then on saturday i went shopping for shoes at nordstrom n i bought these really nice black shoes...i like them alot....today i went to the mall with my mom....it was fun...i have an idea for a mothers day present for her...i was thinking today while we were driving to the mall n i wanted to give her something creative so im gonna make a collage of pics of just me n her n make her a nice card...i think she will like it alot...
umm im not in a very good mood lately...alot of things r going on that r bothering me....i dont want to get into details about it but im sure some of u kno about it...dont ask me aobut it cause i dont wanna talk about it....i just thought our friendship was more important...maybe im exagerating but i dont think i am...
i also miss him alot....i feel like crying....im starting to get a low self esteem agian n stuff...n i dont kno with all this shit that has been going on im kinda sad...so yea.....
im gonna go
mwa, nati
Current Mood:  sad
Current Music: boulevard of broken dreams
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10:24 am
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*miss u*
We belong together
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please come back
We belong together
I can't sleep at night
When you're all on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me
'If you think you're lonely now'
Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things
Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life baby
Current Mood:  pissed off
Current Music: bring em out
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05:47 pm
[Link] | la salle drama n shit talkers is funny lol w/e thats a part of life i guess...u just gotta kno how to defend urslef
mwas, nati
Current Mood: angry
Current Music: southside...old song lol
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06:32 pm
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cheer up my love
heyyyyy
this weekend was awesome...on friday i went to the movies with simo n we saw amytivlille horror....omg it was soooo scary...all the grls were screaming lol it was funny...n then i went home n on saturday i woke up n i went to simos house at like 4 n we got ready n we went to dinner...omg it was mucho fun...i loved it...n then i slept over n on sunday we went to the beach....that was fun...the beach was pretty..the water was super clear n there were no clouds in the sky...lol...n then i came home n did hw n stuff
simo wimo...feel better..hes not worth ur tears or ur precious time...hes ugly anyways lmao...n ur so beautiful n u deserve a MUCH better guy...fuck this shit im gonna break his balls...then he wont be able to use anyballs so he wont need to get pleasure frm anything...lol...ayy mama i wish i could like take away everything that hurt u cause ur sucha happy person n it hurts me alot to c u sad...but u kno wat if hes making u sad now then hes not worth it cause its only gonna get worse......remmember im always here...ALWAYS..u can come to me day or nite...even if its at 5 in the morning when im dead asleep...im here to listen...i love u n be happy
btw...guys suck...all of u are assholes n i want nothing to do with u till u grow some balls n learn how to treat a grl..
mwas, nati
Current Mood: angry
Current Music: the radio
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09:11 pm
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SiMo WiMo
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIMO WIMO!!!!!!!! <3 I LOVE U!!!!!
Current Mood:  hyper
Current Music: hate it or love it
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08:26 pm
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heyy
y is my love life so confusing???? am i doing something wrong?? am i over analysing it?? i dont kno wat it is but im so confused rite now like always...ahhhh help me someone!!
now that im here im gonna talk about my day....it was good...i went to sleep at like 10:30 last nite which is kinda early to me n i could not wake up this morning...w/e i got to skool n simo wasnt there to brighten my morning cause she was at the orthodontist...=[ i missed u sunshine lmao...then i had classes n they were ok...i didnt do much today...but i kept thinking about both of them n like wat i shud do n lik ei dont kno y but im really hard headed when it comes to advice given to me...i like to learn things for myself...so yea i was like wat shud i do....n i came to a conclusion...about my first love, i shud just try n get over him or tell him my feelings (not sure which one yet but im leaninng more to the get over him part) n for the other one i dont kno i think i shud give him time to prove to me his feelings for me, if he has any (even tho he told me but im kinda not trusting him n i hate that cause i want to rweally bad but w/e he can prove it to me if he really wants to) n then i can take it frm there...i went to do my nails today yayay i needed to do them bad lol...oo by the way simo i love u n take it easy...dont get mad over lil things like he doesnt call u cause they do that n w/e u do dont let him kno ur mad cause of that cause tnen hes gonna be like wtf is wrong with her??? n if u dont feel comfy bout friday then make up some excuse but dont say "idont want u to go" thats kinda mean lol....thats all the advice i can give u rite now cause im stuck on my own thing...well tmr im gonna do nothing lol n on friday iget my license!!!! yayayay thats if i pass lol n then at nite im going to the movies n on saturday simos house n then to opa!!! n then sleepover till sunday yayayayay happy bday my love.....i love u sooooooo much...im so excited for u n i cant wait to give u ur gift that u already kno lol ((u can tell we r bffs we cant even keep secrets like that frm eachother)) lol n then maybe sunday i can go to the beach!! if not o well im spending it with my sis simo wimo lol i hope u have fun
well im gonna go cause im bored of writing on here lol mwas!!!
Current Mood:  i odnt kno if im happy or sad
Current Music: collide
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06:42 pm
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guys read this!
50 Things Girls Wish Guys Knew...
1. Don't tell us when you think other girls are hot.
2. Make meaningful compliments.
3. If you don't act like soap-opera guys, don't expect us to dress like Victoria Secret models.
4. Mark anniversaries on a calendar.
5. There is no such thing as too much spooning.
6. Just because you L the C doesn't mean we have to S the D.
7. This is how we see it…Don't call = Don't Care.
8. Which also means that if we don't call, take the hint.
9. We like you to be a little jealous…but overly possessive is not necessary.
10. Putting things in our butt does not turn us on.
11. Return favors: we massage, you massage; we go down, you go down;
12. Foreplay is not an option…it’s a prerequisite.
13. We're allowed to be late…you are not.
14. Eye contact is key.
15. Ask us about our day. Wonder what we are interested in.
16. Laugh at our jokes.
17. Three words . . . honesty, honesty, honesty.
18. We have hopes, dreams, and aspirations. You should be curious as to what they are
19. Just because we make noise when we have an orgasm, does not mean the orgasm was faked.
20. Do not start with us. You will not win...not kidding…we ALWAYS win
21. Would you like it if a guy treated your sister that way? We didn't think so.
22. If you ask nicely, we usually answer the same way.
23. We will never have enough clothes or shoes!
24. We have an excuse to act bitchy at least once a month.
25. Open the door for us no matter where we are…even at our house and getting into the car.
26. We love surprises!
27. We liked to be kissed softly, not with an iron tongue.
28. Pay attention to the little things we do, because they mean the most.
29. Boxers and maybe boxer briefs sometimes…NEVER whitey-tighties, NEVER!
30. Clean your room before we come over.
31. Always brush your teeth before you see us…a fresh mouth and white teeth are a necessity.
32. The act of doing little things counts. We want to feel adored.
33. Even though you are sometimes insensitive and hurt us, we still love you with everything we are.
34. We do not want a “one minute man.”
35. Don't act hard around your friends because I won't make you hard tonight.
36. Sometimes "NO!" really means "NO!"
37. "Wife Beaters" are not an adequate form of fashion.
38. If we wanted to be on video tape, we'd be a porn star, not your girlfriend.
39. Sensitive guys are great…but crying more than we do in a movie just isn't right.
40. Don't let ex-girlfriends cause drama, relationships are stressful enough.
41. It takes a special kind of stupid to forget birthdays.
42. Guys who are good cuddlers = guys who know how to satisfy a woman.
43. "Fat Chicks" have feelings too.
44. Silent treatment, shoulder shrugs, tears, yelling and nasty looks all add up to . . . YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG!
45. If you are not a good dancer, please be self-aware.
46. Just because a girl doesn't pick up on the first ring doesn't mean she's not waiting by the phone.
47. You don't have to spend a lot, if it means a lot.
48. Don't say you love me if you don't mean it.
49. Don't lie to us…we will catch you.
50. When girls get together, we talk about EVERYTHING. Meaning my best friends know a lot about you.
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: holla bak grl!!!! my favorite song
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